Excoriated by the thoughts...

This is today, the day of 16th sept '08, when the thoughts excoriate me a lot...
Thoughts about managing college study & CAT preparation. What do I do now? How do I do now? I am knowing that I have already wasted so many days without doing anything.
I had almost lost my ambition, say just before reading the Chetan Bhagat's speech.

In college, today, my friend prashant told me about the speech that Chetan bhagat had given in Symbiosys. I was truly really impressed, of course I aked for it in the evening. He gave me & I am writing these things just after reading that thing. I have got my SPARK...

Yes, I got failures in executing my schedules because they didn't have any SPARK... Actually, indeed, I had lost my spark.

Now I am getting that again... Yeah, I got failure in executing the plans; so what? Does that mean, I will give up preparing them? No, not at all; I have already made that mistake. If I don't preapare the plans, although they are not executed, I will even some time loose the chance - even a chance - to execute them.

I ahve a SPARK to get the 1st rank...I have SPARK to be the Best ... Now, I have the power to make my plans - plannings - successful.

why Carryforward?????

I have given the name of Carry forward......because each of the thought that passes through my mind carries me forward in each step of my life...In each span of my life...

Thought About Struggle

'struggle'.. seems v.simple word but even a bit of it when comes One truly realizes & believe me not every1 gets real struggle & hence SUCCESS...................

I am sometimes truly feeling very lucky as I am getting such kind of failures & I...I always...Why I always get such enormous kind of Struggle... I sometimes feel that it will lead me to the way... to the destination...

Yes & that's the only thing I feel that gives me the potential to live else I have nothing to do as such in this world......